Depressed, really bad. I feel like I'm falling into a hole. Like I walk by others and they don't seem to notice me. Not here, home or even at school.When I get depressed I try my best to make myself happy but the things that make me happy made me even more depressed.
I love fashion but I can't ever wear what I want to wear because I'm fat. I try to lose weight…but I regain it all in a heart beat. I'm not happy with the way I look and the school I go to has a bunch of pretty girls there. 89 kids and almost 90% is skinny and pretty. Yeah thanks.
I love to make stuff like cosplay, again…I feel fat. I see other cosplayers, I'm amazed by all of